Monday, November 24, 2014

She let go...

I came across this poem today...why today? because when something feels right the whole universe conspires and things...just miraculously happen....It's always been my motto "if it feels right, do it....the chances are it is going to be the right decision "(Me )

She let go

She let go. Without a thought or a word, she let go
She let go of the fear.
She let go of the judgements.
She let go of the confluence of opinions swarming around her head.
She let go of the committee of indecision within her.
She let go of all the "right "reasons.
Wholly and completely, without hesitation or worry, she let go.

She didn't ask anyone for advice.
She didn't read a book on how to let go.
She didn't search the scriptures.
She just let go.
She let go of all the memories that held her back.
She let go of all the anxiety that kept her from moving forward.
She let go of the planning and all of the calculations about how to do it just right.

She didn't promise to let go.
She didn't journal about it.
She didn't write the projected date in her Day-Timer.
She made no public announcement and put no ad in the newspaper.
She didn't check the weather report or read her daily horoscope.
She just let go.

She didn't analyze whether she should let go.
She didn't call her friends to discuss the matter.
She didn't do a five-step Spiritual Mind Treatment.
She didn't call the prayer line.
She didn't utter one word.
She just let go.

No one was around when it happened.
There were no applause or congratulations.
No one thanked or praised her.
No one noticed a thing.
Like a leaf falling from tree, she just let go.

There was no effort.
There was no struggle.
It wasn't good and it wasn't bad.
It was what it was, and it is just that.
In the space of letting go, she let it all be.
A small smile came over her face.
A light breeze blew through her.
And the sun and the moon shone forevermore.

                                                       Safire Rose

Sunday, November 16, 2014

Girls Who Read

" See, some guys prefer asses. Some prefer tits. And I'm not saying that I don't like those bits. But what's more important, what supersedes , for me, is a girl with passion, wit, and dreams....So I want a girl who reads" . There are people out there ( and I met a few) who think these girls are "species" under extinction...there are some guys out there ( and I happen to have met a few) who just love to tease...but I believe, whether you like to admit it or not, you all like and want a girl who reads :P 

Sunday, November 2, 2014


Nothing left to say. .
I'm just holding on for tonight,  for tomorrow , for yesterday , for as long as it takes until I can look down and open my eyes. ..

Saturday, November 1, 2014

My October....

My October is gone...somebody said "every one's October is gone..." I know that, but this October was pretty special to me and I wasn't ready to say goodbye. It's funny how things turn out and work out in a way that we may not understand.I've been preparing myself for this month and still wasn't prepared enough. I've been longing for it to come and now that it is all over I feel the emptiness of irreversibility. Don't you want sometimes to possess that magic power and be able to turn back time, for just one second?
Between heaven and hell seems the right way to describe it and it's exactly the way I want to remember it.
Have I changed a bit? yeah, definitely...have I lost something? yeah, that too...have I gained something?absolutely...
Here are a few snapshots...walks, mountains, hiking, airports, birthdays, fun and sorrow.
And just like that, this morning my son told me..."mum, my November started...."
climbing trees and jumping demo

Nafplio and Tolo

Nafplio center

driving demo-dirt 2

bathroom selfies and cake for my b-day


my little helper